Sunday, December 20, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Last night I was watching the football game after FHE and I was all alone in the TV room after having the fam over for dinner and a lesson. I could see this big black plastic cauldron sitting on top of the entertainment center. I kept trying not to think about it, but I knew it was full of trick or treats. I could picture the Snickers, Kit Kats, Reeses, Hersheys, M&Ms, Twix, all up there in that bowl. I knew it was just out of my reach. I kept trying to “not think about it”, but I finally capitulated. I couldn’t quite get it. I could touch it and coax it. I just needed a few more inches. I pulled a stool in from the kitchen and knelt on it to be a tiny bit taller, and I clutched the cabinet with one hand and tried to work the bowl with the other. I had a strange sensation of movement, then I realized the whole cabinet was tipping toward me, and together we went down. I was lying on the floor under this big heavy cabinet with that cauldron of candy perfectly fine sitting beside me. I screamed for Gary, and he came. I was embarrassed but helpless and hurting. He was able to lift the cabinet just enough for me to crab walk out from underneath it. I am battered, bruised and hurting, but I believe everything will heal. I didn’t eat any candy. I keep wondering what I was supposed to ‘learn’ from this. I still wonder. I feel embarrassed. I know this story will make me the joke of the day. I even photographed it for my blog—I’m trying to be a ‘good sport’, but inside I feel shame. Now everyone knows… and why would I think they didn’t? It is just so… “caught in the act”. What is this woman doing climbing a stool to raid the kids candy bowl? Why does she have a candy bowl? Isn’t she on a diet?.... She should be. I’m giving my thoughts to everyone. Something in me says just go get that candy and eat yourself sick. The pain will subside. What irrational thoughts.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Friday, October 2, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Happy Birthday Susie!
I love you so much! Who would have ever imagined that getting old would be the very best part?
If we were in our twenties.....who would not yet be a chunk of our lives? Ya....we could still touch some pretty special people, but...I close my eyes and connect with them still...
Life is beautiful and I am so glad you are in mine!
I love you so much! Who would have ever imagined that getting old would be the very best part?
If we were in our twenties.....who would not yet be a chunk of our lives? Ya....we could still touch some pretty special people, but...I close my eyes and connect with them still...
Life is beautiful and I am so glad you are in mine!
Last night was the Relief Society Broadcast. It was totally about the Relief Society organization...what it is and what it does and what it can do for me and what I should do as a member. I've been thinking.... The opening song was, "There is Sunshine in my soul Today" I keep playing back...."When Jesus shows his smiling face"Who doesn't want 'sunshine' in their soul? I do. I want it. I want it all the time, every day. I want to bask in it. I crave, need, covet, desire sunshine in my soul. According to the song, the source is the smiling face of Jesus. It also connects blessed sunshine with 'peaceful, happy moments' This is going to be my quest. Finding my sunshine and helping everyone else find theirs. I learned that being an excellent visiting teacher is a good way to get Jesus to show his smiling face, so that is where I am going to start. This week, each of them will get a little of my sunshine. Yes, oh yes, oh yes!!
Monday, September 21, 2009
Monday, September 14, 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
Heaven on Earth
I'm tracking.....
3 things I did
3 things done for me
what I noted 'out there'
I did....
fixed Chantz chocolate syrup for his ice cream
entertained and babysat
substituted in Primary
Done for me....
Gary cooked
David hugged
Chantz said I was awesome
Noted...
everyone serving in church
saw Frannie give Mom a kiss
watched Chantz hold David on his lap
3 things I did
3 things done for me
what I noted 'out there'
I did....
fixed Chantz chocolate syrup for his ice cream
entertained and babysat
substituted in Primary
Done for me....
Gary cooked
David hugged
Chantz said I was awesome
Noted...
everyone serving in church
saw Frannie give Mom a kiss
watched Chantz hold David on his lap
Sunday, July 19, 2009
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